today is literally the worst day since sophomore year started.
i go to school and realize i totally forgot about the english essay.
then i have to go to class committee meeting so i didn't get
full points for my fucking apeuro intervention.
i have so much SHIT to do for christmas.
I have so many tests this week and i'm LOADED with homework.
I go into my mom's car and then she ends up yelling at me
about how i BETTER get straight As and talking about how
I'm going to end up being a failure and go to a shitty college.
I couldn't stand it so I finally bitched back at her
and WOW i couldn't stop. she ended up having nothing to say.
I was on the verge of crying too.
She has no FUCKING idea what I have to go through
every single FUCKING SCHOOL DAY in my life.
It's not like I WANT to be a failure.
i'm SORRY i'm getting such bad grades but I'm a human being too.
I'm sorry i'm not good enough for you to brag about me
to all your stupid idiot korean asianass friends.
I really want to say FUCK SCHOOL and bullshit EVERYTHING.
it's like i'm living her life.
i know that she just wants me to live a good successful life
but she's being way too harsh. i really need a break sometimes yknow.
it's got to the point where i'm slamming doors
and running into the shower crying my eyes out.
oh and today, i got punched on the shoulder by accident.
i was trying to stop a fight with my friend
but some BITCH won't SHUT THE FUCK UP HUH?
and so i got punched in the shoulder
and my friend got arrested, ticket, whatever it is.
this drama needs to stop.
my shoulder hurts so much.
i can't stop crying.
i want someone's shoulder right now.
