19 June 2009

Isn't it sad

to lose friends that you were once so close with?
Well, does it make you a bitch to say you're happy
that you're not really friends with them anymore?
Well if you think so, then go ahead and call me a bitch.
I don't even talk to her anymore and she still pisses me off.
With her stupid "I was once best friends with you" look
that she gives to me every time I walk by her.
When I have no choice but to talk to her,
she acts all queer with her fake smiles and laughs.
Like seriously, I told her straight up why I disliked her.
Every single thing that made me dislike her.
& I didn't even say I hated her or anything.
If she values our "friendship" that effing much
the least thing she could do is change a little bit.
It's not like I told her to change her whole life,
& I was trying to help her with her life that she hated.
She didn't change, she got even worse.
I've got to the point where I completely despise her.
I've got to the point where I hope her life will be a living hell.
I've got to the point where I want to fucking KILL her.
You think you're so fucking cooool ?!
Look at your friends, most who don't even like you for you.
Look at your actions, most of them being a total idiot.
Look at your boyfriend, who's a complete manwhore.
I remember I thought you were so innocent,
how I actually did think you were really cool.
Now you're a total high school slut in my eyes.
What has gotten into you.