okay, so today.
i went to ortho & next appointment = NO MORE BRACES (:
oh fo sho (: so excited !
well after ortho, i really didn't have anything else to do
i could've gone to the bingo set up but i had no ride
so sorrrrrrrrrrrrry!
LOL and then my dad bought me innout and guess who i saw
PETER ! HAHAHA, yeah he works @ innout and when i looked
inside the drivethru window thingy, i see his face and i'm like WTF
and he was like WTF and then he was acting like how he should be
since his manager(?) was like right behind him AHAHAHAH
he gave me free animalstylefries though (=
it was so weird seeing him in his uniform AHHAHAHAHA.
anyways, i came back home and then i was like bored to death
so i told alex to pick me up so we can play
and he took FOREVERRR to come and when he finally did,
i ended up going to his house and making cookies BAHAHA
& he helped me with my campaigning stuff (=
so i tried like using his iphone and going on the internet & stuff
but like i was such a failure with the typing cus i made a lot of typos
& for dinner, he made me ramen -____-x i had ramen yesterday too.
LOLOL, anyways. he brought me back home
and i began to like think about my life right now and like
i've never realized how much i want to say to so many people.
1) i thought you're my FUCKING friend. why the fuck would you do that
you lied to me to make me feel better, i'd rather cry over the truth
then be happy about a lie. yknow, i think i've hated you for a long time now.
2) what the fuck is wrong with you. why can't you take a joke ?!
like it's so hard to see you laughing and smiling these days
did high school just do something to you ? well thats stupid.
3) wow so much to say. you're so confusing, you're so rude,
you're so mean, you're so stupid, you're so demanding but
yknow what's weird ?! you were all that & i was in love with you.
i never realized that you might be dangerous to me cus somehow you do
things to make me love you even more. you act like you're in love with me
when i completely know its wrong for you to like me back. all these fortunes
shit tell me that you do like me and then all of a sudden, you're a total
BITCH to me. as if you just hit a bipolar stage. it's so awkward with you
and when i do talk to you, you seem like you have no interest in talking to me
you demand things that i don't fucking appreciate & you're UNBELIEVABLY rude
i really don't get it, i'm starting to think i'm your fucking rebound.
that's pretty sad isn't it ?!
continue this, & i don't think we'll even be friends anymore.
THAT'S pretty sad. too bad it's true.
i know i don't deserve this, especially from you.
