"You can only regret when its too late to change things."
- Atashinchi no Danshi
I don't regret, but I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to everyone that I never noticed something.
This whole year, I was walking around talking about
how horrible this year was for me.
How everyone said "freshman year's the best!"
and I thought to myself, that's total bullshit.
Now that this year's over and I think past to everything
that has happened this year, it's actually one of the
most best years I've ever had.
I experienced tons of stuff that I would've never experienced.
I was taught what a challenge actually is when it comes to school.
Especially looking at my ninth grade pictures,
I have never had so many hangouts with friends
1,751 pictures and on going.
Thank you to my friends for creating these memories for me.
Let me name a few people..
Thank you KATIE for being the main source of my laughter.
Thank you ALYSON for being my special korean friend (:
Thank you EVELYN for your AMAAAZING jokes.
Thank you KIM for making PE so fun fo me.
Thank you ALEX & PETER & PETE for being like brothers <3
Thank you ERIC for always listening to me when I needed it.
Thank you KATHY & STEPHANIE for being my freaky telepathy.
Thank you RACHEL for "Love all, Trust few, Screw the Rest" (:
Thank you MICHELLE & WINNIE for helping me with everything.
Thank you JASMINE for ALWAYS being my best friend.
Thank you REANNA for being the asianwashed white bitch <3
& Thank you to my mom.
She said no to many things that I wanted,
& then today, I realized she said yes to much more things.
If you know me well, you know I break a lot of things.
Thank you Mom for being stupid and constantly buying me
new cellphones, new cameras, new iPods, new computers.
Thank you for buying me all these things that I know most
other kids would love to have.
Thank you for constantly nagging in your most nicest way
because I've realized that most other asian moms
are much much MUCH more cruel to their kids.
& I'm sorry for disappointing you when I have different opinions,
when my grades didn't satisfy you and when I was being rude to you.
& Thank you so much for still loving me and trying your best when
I wasn't being your perfect daughter.
Thank you to everyone.
I'm sorry that I said I hated this year.
Truth be told, I actually loved this year.
